Ah Hah..! Organisation.

I did it!, Wrote a journal on the day I said I would.. (LOL)

Ok, what I have I done in the past week? Still looking for a job. (Did I tell you about that?) A small job already from getting out there and looking for myself rather than apply for a job. (Not my first rodeo of self-employment) I would love to have a job during the day and to work on this at night. Still looking.

Happy to have a gym membership finally. (Now I need the motivation to get there, do the work and get back.) Muscle memory kicking in already.

As far as creativity, It is freezing here. I keep telling myself that I survived winter in the back of a Volkswagen transporter. I can handle this. I find myself spending a bit more time crocheting up one more blanket. (takes forever for single crochet but well worth it) I am wanting Autumn colours. Not sure how that matches pink. But I want it. Maybe the right shade of pink. I keep telling myself that my room is finally put together with pink curtains and a decorative scarf blue tacked to the wall. Just one more blanket to keep out the cold, I don’t want to borrow anything blokey (I am the only, “girl” here.)

Art..? Compared to what is out there, I feel, “imposter syndrome” Pushing myself to keep going. (I was crocheting as a kid and I am good at it. Art was not encouraged due to a particular person feeling, “less than”. It becomes my default when I feel low or challenged, I must limit it and focus on the goal posts here) I have gone and bought more things to keep going. I love the pigments. One set of markers has the colour bleed across to the other. I think I can use that. Exploring lines right now. Was that Matisse? (Comments are on)